The better part of me ,

have you ever felt like sleeping and never waking up ?
my heart skip too many beats yesterday night and today .
it was as sour as a lemon and can be easily squeezed out anytime , anywhere .
break easily like how fragile a glass was .
this was the worst feeling of my whole life .
something's that's unbearable . have you ever felt ,
like you've crushed someone you loved very dearly , close to your heart ,
till their deathbed ? yes that's my family , so many god damn bloody conflicts .
if you've never , then you dont know how i feel and dont bother trying to comfort me .
CAUSE EVERYTHING WONT BE ALRIGHT .
please kindly skip this post if you are bored , i'm just finding someone or at least somewhere ,
to rant my feelings . I PUT ALL THE BLAME ON ME .
'to someone , if you still read my blog then good . cause i just wanna tell you that i meant everything i said and everything i did . if you dont believe me then fine , by all means .
think the way you think , but i guess you dont know the inside story . and , SORRY .

goodbye 2008 , hello angel of death .
i dont wish for no 2009 .

Inconsolable ,

thanks BFF and bestie for being there when i needed you .
esp BFF ! luv you two [: .
sorry baby ]:

LOSERS.

okay , i'm getting so annoyed with the 'shiyi' or 'namme' in my cbox .

& ps , TANSHIYI , i know its not you so chill [: .

if you guys are BIG TIME PORNSTARS , then whatever .

but please do not dirty my tagbox with your disgusting words you nameless people .

i bet your tongue has been already cut off with the lies you say and that your dick/vagina .

HAS NO MORE HAIR ALREADY . tsk , i can outsmart you , you can't outrun me ,

so what's the point of you blabbering nonsense here ? in case you dont know ,

I DISGUSTS PORN , so kindly take your ass off from here and never see you again .

GOODBYE !

P.S/ miss you K. & A. ]:

P.P.S/ BFF is coming back today , weehoo ! :D

Ppasserby: which blogspot that you normaily go to?
er , many blogs i guess ? mostly , close friends , lol .
Rachel: okay! See you soon. HAHA. OMG. your fans are flooding your tagboard LOL. Annoying spammers ._. takecares gummybear <3
lol , no fans ]: . only big time pornstarts , lol . love ya , see ya in sch ! <3
passerby: MERRY X'MAS btw though its over ...
merry x'mas to you too :)
passerby: oh why u changed ur skin? hahash.. u got a fabulous blog. i happen to have th same skin as u in ur tht navigation skin.. hahas
oh , i thought this was quite nice seeing my friend's use it , lol. oh thanks . give me ya link ? i wanna check it out , :)
shiyi-shiyi: My english is not as bad as you anw ! Hah , LOSER !
chill , i know its not you . fret what ? haha , love ya !
shiyi-shiyi: **** you laa dun use ,y name laaaa CB !
lax.
Sheryl: Thanks for the lovely cookies Meet up soon.
no prob , hoped you liked it , sure . meet up soon , :)
shiyi: go to the link le...i just found out..very nice
PLEASE KINDLY FUCK OFF KAY ! -.- , MAJOR LOSERS.
cheekin: boo! hello..lols u noe celine? haha...takecare
lol , yo . er , yeap .
chloe: hello megan!!so sad can't go out with you
nvm ma .
georg: hello megan!
hi georg ! link me up ? [:
/♥ JKSF Says: And she will never enter ITE please. Get your butt off this blog sicko,
aha , if they see me height they will know already right ? haha , see ya in sch !

You're Everything That Made Me , Me.

SICK ]: . please go away sore throat . post more later , out to meet buddy & sheryl ! [:

I'm Barely Hanging On .

Merry Christmas All !

celebrated both eve and x'mas differently this year . thank god , new start .

hehaho . went to curl my hair eve in the morning and dammit . its god damn ugly (!)

]: ]: ]: .........

home and found that everything was prepared for the party at night .

supposingly to meet brother and bestie but ...... nah . gave it a skip :D

slept a while due to slight fever , flu and headache ! aint that great ?!!?! -.- .

guests came and partied and blah blah blah . left for bukit timah around 12 . back to compass .

stella couldnt meet so its saddening ]: , lol . met up with baby and sy . taff and his bro came a while and off they went . saw lester and headed to baby's house after . laughed my ass off with aaron and sy bickering . me and baby couldnt stand them kay ! and baby's brother is .....

A BIG PIG . SNORE DAMN DAMN LOUD ONE ~

hehaho [: . homed around 4 . woke up and off to godparents house for christmas and home to bake . still dont know the results yet , hope its successful ! *twist fingers twist fingers*

post more another day . sorry both sis and bear didnt meet you all ytd night !

once again , merry x'mas all and happy advance new year !

tags replied !

Ken.C: hi hay,when are you planning to meet again? anne's leaving soon for london,faster call us when we're back. see ya!

hi pig ! hmm , we'll talk when ya back yea ? hurry back then ! lol . right , she's going back to study or what ? hehaho , see ya when you're back !
hello: HOW OLD ARE YOU ? WHAT SCHOOL ? WHICH ITE ? OMG , YOU SO CHIOZX !

no where near ITE , i just started schooling -.- , seng kang .

Tiffany: haha,yea. long since we met too ]: a pity ytd you all were at sk luh!

yea , sorry eh sis . meet soon yea ? love ya !
CELINE♥: hey megan! MERRY CHRISTMAS! ♥

merry christmas to you too !

Zixian: merry X'mas! (:

hohoho , merry x'mas to you too ! [:
A' licia♥: HOHOHO MERRY CHRISTMAS(:

merry x'mas too ! [:
shiyi: HIHIHI ! DD

hi ahbeeeeee ! :D
E.: Hola, another tag from me. as you wished. hhoho. see you REAL soooooooon. idk what to tag. well, bye chatbuudaye/dumbo ! heh :B.

hi buddy ! lol , yea . you know you are just beside , so . when can i go down to see you ? hehaho , see ya soon then & merry x'mas !
Joey{♥}: boyf relink (:

relinked [:
Natassha!: *coughs coughs* Hehehehehe, nice one. Love youzx.

teehee , love you too [: & sorry about the photos . currently trying to find them in my bro's com [:
Audrey: last long!

thanks .
E.: yo, im being a kind soul to reply your tag. Hahas, yessss! nice chat with you yesterday. lets have another chatting session next time, maybe tomorrow or TODAY ? -.- Hahas, tag-ed. see you sooooooon !

right , hi 'kind soul' ! aha . kidding . sure , we've been doing that recently anyway , hahaha .

see you ! [:
P.RISSIE :]: hi megan. u very pretty. u moving house?

er , thanks . soon , lol .

Night Isn't The Night Without The Moon And Stars.

Trying to keep my blog alive , aha [: .

been hanging out with this three idiots recently . never fail to fill my day :D .

BFF AINT AROUND ANYMORE ! ]: ]: ]:

be back soon dear girl ]: .

met up with anne and ken sunday . hehaho . long time since i saw both of them .

now they're also leaving for hongkong (!)

i'm all alone ]: . kidding . i'll update more when i get back .

off to jurong ! ;D

Tasg replied.

ERNEST: HOLA, im tagging you nownownow. i want tag from you. (: hahahas, see you SOOOOON.

hihihi ass , nice chat last night . so when will you stop growing ? hehaho . see ya soon too ~
JOAN: Loha babe! Seeya soon cheers (;

loha adorable ! see ya suring band too , loves [:

Sheryl: haha , im smsing you now instead of calling you ! Wed you going ?

nah , only going back starting next year (:
Rachel: Ohh. Is it? Thanks for telling me. I am so gonna watch that movie When meeting me uh?!

no problem :D , lol . christmas season ! [: , christmas day you out ?
xoxo: hey pretty girl, can u pls list yr blog songs? they are nice. and you're super chio and sweet

oh , i'd love to but my songs are all controlled by my brother . sorry ! and thanks [:
/♥ JKSF Says: Hey xingan! Shufeng here (: lol, you open your umbrella in your house? ;D

Nah , really was raining at the void deck . so what the heck , i took a photo , ahahha [:
Rachel: Thanks for relinking Hmm.. next meet up? You jio me out first lah!

okay set ! x'mas season ? passing you your present [: .
CELINE♥: hello megan! relink please ! (: thanks

relinked [:

I Hope You Understand.

past few days photos .

i've caught twilight . to disappointment , not a really great show .

with all the nagging and stuff . but i swear robert pattinson waqs drop-dead gorgeous kay !

ask bestie and BFF , they would know . hehaho .

in 3 months , i finally met with my dear girl , TANSHIYI ! ;D

met BFF a while too .

post more later , out with anne later [: .

i miss baby kkkkay !!!!!! ]: ]:


tags replied.

Rachel: gummybear, Relink me http://shotright-through.blogspot.com

relinked [: , & dearest gummybear , when is our next meetup ?!?! hehaho : D
Sheryl: Lastly , im your greatest fan !

right .... i'm not worth to be idolise so i have no fans ! hahahahha [:
Sheryl: Hi pretty , you're really pretty ! You rock my socks man ! HEHE , my blog song is Love like this by Amy pearson (:

you siao one ~ . oh okok , send me in band monday ? see ya doggy ! : D
ryaaaaan: lol, megan alot of fans!

lol , a lot meh ? only pathetically , 2 , hahahah [:
Tiffany: IMY SIS! ]: meet awhile only,sorry! loveya too noob ^^

nvm , hope you liked the prezzie . & sorry didnt catch twilight with you huh ! D: , see ya soon [:
a girl: i really hope to be ur fren.. too bad we anvm ... tkcares! stay pretty! healthy! and rock!
a girl: i really hope to be ur fren.. too bad we are in diff sch...
a girl: ROCKER!

a girl: i think u seriosuly can go and be a holloywood star manzxz! or a model! ur pose is so uber niceeeee!
a girl: but serious u ROCKS! hahhas
a girl: i just simply love your way of unique.. and u do whatever u want.. u so ROCK TH WORLD LAHS! hahahas.. sorry alots crapps
a girl: hi megan! u look pretty! ur post , 5thpic on 5dec look fabulous! so nice hahas!

er , ok ? thanks [: . & i cant be a hollywood star or model . thanks for you compliemnts anyway , cheer [: .
18 Dec 08, 12:38Chole: Hey, would u mind telling me all the songs in Angus, thongs and perfect snorgging?

um , the song is ultraviolet [: , you should catch the show . its nice ;]
a12 year old kid: i think u look beautiful,i have a crush on u..tell me your hp numba,and i will call u ..i will tell u my name when we talk
a12 year old kid: i think u look beautiful,i have a crush on u..tell me your hp numba,and i will call u ..i will tell u my name when we talk
/♥ JKSF Says: Hello xingan! Paiseh, relink me again, Paiseh uh! shufeng here

relink [:
17 Dec 08, 12:32LILING: WIFEYYYY, Miss you ): (L)

love die you ! see you school reopen ;D
17 Dec 08, 12:13/♥ JKSF Says: hey xingan , relink me thank you very much. Shufeng here.

relinked [:

You're The Only One That Keeps Me Alive.

trying to keep my blog alive . nothing much these days .

met up with natassha sunday , damn fun (!) . heart to heart talks with her , weehoo .

slacking everyday and tonning which is causing me to fall sick ]:

ok , all these are overdued photos , enjoy !

i miss baby kay !!!!1 ]: